Bad Day

After working for two hours this morning on Mystery, attempt to reopen to add Idea and discover that no changes have been made. Feel weakness in middle of chest and top of head. Take shower and go to work, happening upon hubbub when get up out of the subway. Many, many cops and yellow tape. Also see large truck on the side of the road. Can't find the trouble until see white high heeled shoe (attached to leg) poking out from under tarp in middle of road. Am unable to eat for rest of day, which makes lightheaded. This, perhaps, contributes to heartfelt disagreement with Dave about whether or not we made plans with each other after work. Rather, I made plans thinking he would come with me and he made plans thinking I would come with him. Both of us become adamant about not being able to break plans with respective friends. Hang up phone, shaking, and wish could Hide.