The Life of the Artist

Yesterday am unreasonably upstet that do not get call back for role. Sigh and feel dejected while preparing dinnner with Dave. He asks What is wrong. Tell him. He says, but you don't even like acting. Tell him that this may be true, but that also don't like feeling rejected. Dave says vaugely, You have to put yourself Out There. Tell him that as far as am concerned will keep self hidden from now on. He says, What about your book? Become tearful.